write it to me ♥

Dear Friendd ,

Hmmmm , i don't know what to say now. Just that felt like is very hard for me to talk ,
seriously , i was thinking if i face you. what will i do first? would i greet you? would i walk pass you?
but to greet you is always my first choice , we used to talk everything but i guess not now. =/
day and day pass , i can feel that we're not that close anymore. You & I both keep lot of secret.
where we shouldn't be doing but is started to feel like you have lost trust in me.
i don't blame you but i blame myself for not stepping myself up and solve this problem.
but when i took the stepp , it felt like i'm little too late for it? things has already happen.
i seriously wanna know what happen. what i did? i dunno what to do you know.
is like so blur , waiting for u to reply? but is hard. cause u dun even wanna talk to me.
i dun want the feeling of the past to come back and it certainly don't wan happen into you.
that kind of feeling sucks and it keep pressuring me from time to time.
i am lost my friend , i am stuck without any guidance , wish that i could turn back time.
ghhh , i cant continue anymore , hope you forgive me and i'm really sorry for everythingg.

Edmund.